for our Lord will give us strength
we will fly like the eagle
we will rise again
this has been another confusing week. dunno why lifes getting so complicated now. maybe im the one complicating things. i dunno. anyway. when life is too simple i complain its dull and boring. when life gets complicated i run away and hide and wish it would uncomplicate itself. what is it with humans and the funny thing called satisfaction?
im glad the SAT is over. even if i did screw up. at least its over. no more bringing heavy practice tests to school, no more tearing the tests late at night, no more chionging tests in the lib after school. wow my life sounds quite free now. lol. thanks for giving me my life back man. haha.
i think its time to find myself. seriously. stop snickering! its not funny. in the rushing here and there and doing stuff its so easy to lose yourself and your sense of who you really are. and you end up being influenced by others whose sense of self is stronger than yours so much so that they can affect you when u cant find ur self anymore. really! i dunno if im e only one in this whole wide world who feels that this can happen but yeah, i think that it can happen and i think it happens alot with me. maybe my sense of self is not that strong. but i didnt realise that it was happening until the dec holidays last year. it was then that i had time to relax, just mope ard at home and just be me for awhile. and it was only then that i realised how different i can be at times. so this year i've been reminding myself [sometimes unsuccessfully tho] to remain true to myself. to do what i wanna do, when i wanna do and dont compromise too much just to make pple happy. its more impt to be happy yourself. because u can never finish making pple happy. but of course that doesnt give anyone any excuse to become grumpy, selfcentered and extremely selfish. everything in balance, my dears. haha.
okay so thats the end of the lesson of life today. lol. im off now. its monday again tmr! lets hope this week is a better week! cheers.
a star fell from the sky;
10:51 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
im strongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrongstrong.
a star fell from the sky;
5:07 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
angry.
pekcek.
i shall resolve not to be so silly next time and stick to my resolution. stick. stick. stick. STICK!!
argh.
i hate myself at times like these. how come they seem to be occurring so frequently nowadays.
argh.
a star fell from the sky;
12:10 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
haha okay im going off to enjoy the rest of my fri night. take care everybody and i'll cya on monday!
Iris
-Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
a star fell from the sky;
7:04 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
-All American Rejects
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
isnt this song appropriate? haha hang in there everybody! its only been the first week of sch and we still have a long way to go! but just hang in there and we'll reach there soon and enjoy the fruits of our labour :)
a star fell from the sky;
10:37 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
rmbr. what doesnt destroy you makes you stronger. my eternal quote. haha yayy im strong.
okay im going. stay strong everybody!
a star fell from the sky;
5:42 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
okay im off. take care everybody!
Days Go By
-Keith Urban
I'm changing lanes
I'm talking on the phone
I'm drivin' way to fast
And the interstate's jammed with
Gunners like me afraid of coming in last
But somewhere in the race we run
We're coming undone
Days go by
I can feel 'em flying
Like a hand out the window in the wind as the cars go by
It's all we've been given
So you better start livin' right now
'Cause days go by
Out on the roof just the other night
I watched the world flash by
Headlights, taillights running through a river of neon signs
But somewhere in the rush I felt
We're losing ourselves
Days go by
I can feel 'em flying
Like a hand out the window in the wind as the cars go by
It's all we've been given
So you better start livin' right now
'Cause days go by
We think about tomorrow then it slips away
We talk about forever but we've only got today
And the days go by
I can feel 'em flying
Like a hand out the window
As the cars go by
It's all we've been given
So you better start livin'
You better start livin'
Better start livin' right now
Cause days go by
I can feel like 'em flying
Like a hand out the window in the wind as the cars go by
It's all we've been given
So you better start livin' right now
Cause days go by
These days go by
So take 'em by the hand
They're yours and mine
Take 'em by the hand
And live your life
Take 'em by the hand
Don't let 'em all fly by
Come on, Come on now
Don't you know the days go by
a star fell from the sky;
8:57 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
now while we're in the retrospective mood as we usher in 2007, as we reminisce [spelling!?] our past times, dont forget to rmbr to look to better times to come!
what doesnt destroy you makes you stronger. somehow this phrase is always apt in describing practically anything. really. it can be applied to any scenario. a rocky marriage, a person hurt, really anything. haha lets all rmbr this great phrase and repeat it to ourselves throughout the year. haha its my 2007 phrase of the year. lol.
okay thats all for today. quite a random post. haha to all vj folks...see ya in sch tmr!
take care everybody! lets end with this beautiful song
All Good Things (Come To An End)
-Nelly Furtado
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die
Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die
a star fell from the sky;
6:07 PM